Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Father, am I disturbing You?

2009 is coming and I just wish I can slow down the time. I don't want to leave 2008 because I am afraid to face the coming year. My application for the immigration is still pending and I only have less than a year to make things done. Problems...problems..sigh

"let go and let God. let go and let GOD!"

I have to constantly remind my self to do that. I just have to trust Him but being a weak human being I just can't avoid not to think of how will God solve everything. In Him nothing's impossible and I have to keep that in mind. I get really depress, sad and scared when I think about our problems but I believe He will never leave me alone, abandoned. Day by day and every hour of those days I get more and more curious about how God's going to fix things. Am I disturbing Him by doing so? Am I causing Him to slow down? I guess so. ='(

I had cried secretly for a couple of days and got tired of crying. Then, I begged for Him to take all my worries and to make me strong. The next day, I feel no pain anymore. I stopped worrying. I know He will answer us. I know He will. He will. He will. He will.

It's just that...I am really getting stubborn, eager and curious about how He will do it.

Oh God, I am sorry if I am bothering You so much. You had taught me how to trust You. Now, please teach me how to be patient.

Jesus, King of mercy. I trust in You.


Tamela's Place said...

aw... you can't disturb the Father Paige. He desires to carry all of your burdens. Just let Him have them and He will give you rest and make your burden light!

eaglewngs said...

You keep him in perfect peace

whose mind is stayed on you,

because he trusts in you.

4 Trust in the Lord forever,

for the Lord God is an everlasting rock. Isaiah 26:3-4 (ESV)

Learning to trust the Lord comes from having experienced His trustworthyness. The longer I live the more I KNOW HE can be trusted with all things. Cast all your cares upon Him for He cares for you. Now then by casting those cares it means you have to trust that he heard your prayer, he cares about your concerns, he is at work working out the solution, and by faith you BELIEVE it is taken care of because you gave it to your DADDY to handle.

The weaker your faith the more God shows himself strong because it is in your weakness God is strong. If you feel you can handle the situation yourself then you are not relying on God's strength but your own.

Kind David once penned I was young but now I am old but this one thing I know I have never seen the righteous forsaken or God's seed begging for bread. God can take care of His own. And HE will do so in His own time. God likes to work at the midnight hour so do not panic, even if the deadline seems to pass God is never late. If you remember Jesus showed up 4 days after Lazarus was declared dead and buried, but even then Jesus raised him from the dead.

penlighted said...

Tamela thank you for the encouraging words.

and also

Eaglewngs..Thank you for those words. You just made me feel better.

God bless you my friend!

and btw, eaglewngs please let me know your blog url..I can't open your link from your replies..and also you are very much welcome to repost "Get your head in the game"

R.L.Scovens said...

I used to try to figure out how God was gonna do things, but it tired me out!lol These days I just KNOW that he's gonna work things out and I leave it to him!

bingkee said...

Just like you,e veryday I need to remind myself to do just that---thanks for sharing again Paige.