Tuesday, May 5, 2009

God's Throne

I've been a while for a long time now but, praise God!, it is not because I am facing some troubles. ^_^ It is because He had added more time for me to be in the church. I praise Him more for what He have done for me and for the changed He had made in my life. I am amazed by how He works and how perfectly everything goes after I had surrendered all my burdens.

Jesus changed my life after the healing He had given me and after He had made it easier for me to see the grudges I had kept in my heart for a very long time. Our minds can truly force us to believe that we had already forgiven and forgotten the things that people had done to us but, honestly, our heart can clearly give us the picture of the truth. If you ask me about my past months ago, I can definitely relate the story to you from the beginning without getting tired of justifying why I set walls to people. I never felt tired of retelling it and I can honestly give you a year by year story of my past and cry and feel proud of myself that I can say "Oh, I had forgiven them." But it is different now, now that Jesus had taught me a lot of things and changed me big time. I praise Him for He had taught me a valuable lesson about forgiveness.

God's ways are truly perfect and, I don't know if it is the right term but well I have to say it, it is well-planned. My college application here in New York got accepted after 3 terms of being late and failing to produce my lacking requirements. I had also passed the college placement exam so by May 28 I will be joining the registration for the Fall 09 semester. I am grateful about it because I realized that if my application was accepted months ago, I know I will find it hard to adjust because I was like this someone who would automatically produce a thick wall to surround myself once I meet new people. I was like an anti-social person who loves to talk to online friends because I believe online friends can't hurt me. ^_^ I also thank God for training me for a new school environment by giving me the chance to read the scriptures on a Wednesday mass. To be a part of a mass is one of my dream and God made it come true and I also consider it as a training for my confidence in facing new people that I consider foreigners. ^_^

I also want to praise God for giving me the chance to be alone here in our house so I could be with Him. I love to pray while I am listening to instrumental songs and before I could allow myself to be in a state of peace, I prayed and ask God to help me visualize Him and He gave me Ezekiel 1. It was a wonderful verse that I had never read the way I had read it before. It was like a new verse for me and I thank Him for that.

I had also prayed for some things like our application for green card, the application for permanent resident of the Costales Family in New Zealand and for our desire to get my older brother Philip from the Philippines so we could be together here in New York. I was claiming in His mighty name that what we desire will be granted as soon as June but I had told Him that I know His time is the best time for everything. God answered me using Psalms 20 and Psalms 21. Praise GOD!

I will praise His name forever! I love Jesus so much and forever I will worship Him for all great things that He has done and promised me.


Lori said...

Hi Paige,

That is so exciting! God's timing is so perfect it always amazes me.
I love when God gives us answers through His Word. I sense the love and excitement through your words. I'm so happy for you! Keep shining for Him! God bless you, Paige!

Anonymous said...

Beautiful post my friend. God definitely knows best and His Ways are definitely better than our ways. He is an on time God. He heard your prayers and He will surely answer them. Keep hope alive sweetheart. I am glad you are still very much on fire for Christ!

I love you bunches my daughter in Christ!

CPA Board Exam said...

wow...Your pretty and have a strong faith in god...That's why god bless you and guide you all the time you spent their in New York,,:)

Anonymous said...

Praise Him Paige! Praise Him!

I have an award for you on my blog. Blessings

Tough Cookie said...

Great post!

Anonymous said...

Congratulations with passing the the college placement exam! Terrific! I am sure you will be a splendid nurse and that you will grow and succeed in your calling. Praised be The Lord who gives you such faith in Him. God is love.

I use my self pretty much time on internet. I have cleaned up my poems blogs, taking away bad poems and changing some lines. And I have made a Norwegian blog called "Only blueberries". Tihi! (Blueberries are very common in Norway - it is an expression.) The good Lord has inspired me to write in Norwegian again, and I grow day by day. Praised be The Lord! :-)